flyiNg On fAeriE WiNgS

boo

2007-05-09T16:44:00.000+08:00

someday all my dreams all had to fly..
i look around and wonder why
you were always there for me...

ok im not having good days actually
my lecture notes got confiscated cause it was on the wrong subject..
my teacher loves to make me sit in front cause she loves me too much
i got too stressed today and had a mini breakdown
i have to retake my 2.4 not because i failed but i missed taking 5 items and ms yeow says i have to retake everything
AND THE WORST THING IS
i walked home today and i saw the each a cup bubble tea shop closed..it looks like it dao-bi-ed.(close down)
WHAT ABOUT MY ALMOND ICE BLENDED WITH JELLY!!!!
and just because i didnt go and buy almond ice blended these few days and its gone forever and ever..
and to think the uncle even knows me cause i always order the same thing..
rahh.

still there are nice things to thank God for and be happy about
1.sunday services at church
2. DG was fun
3.i saw eyecandy on the bus and more often these few days
4.school(not the mugging part but everything else and that includes you and you and you)
5.anna gave me two cute stickers that one i piaked it on my phone and the other she piaked it on my GC.

ok the last point is a bit random..haha..
anw after one fine weekend when my sis quarelled with her bf over the phone
i realised the good part of singlehood
theres a whole huge list of points that i can say but i shant
k stop random-ing.

hopefully tmr will be a better day
=D

2007-04-22T01:01:00.000+08:00

spent the whole day at home
not very productive though

on a more random note
i think i should like avoid things that make me unhappy
like block out.dont look.dont care.slap myself if i do.
memories are just different from status quo.
although through them,ive learnt how to cherish more.
i don't like being emo although im being emo now.
maybe its cause theres a lot of emo ppl recently.
rah.

anw i love op-smith.
i think its super cool.
its some kind of transparent bandage.
its water proof and allows so much flexibility on my stupid pusing knee
many thanks to my form teacher who went to buy the bandage for me cause i had syf on that day
and because of that i added a few more points on his 'nice' counter =)

i wanna have a passion for mugging.haha.

2007-04-20T23:43:00.000+08:00

gem got gold for syf..yay!
haha although without honours which quite a lot of schools got..still quite happy can maintain the standard
and its like can hear the improvement in everyone's guitar playing over the weeks
quite touching actually..haha..
my first syf!!
although im sitting at the 3rd row..was quite nervous also..and my hand cramped up during performance..
but our conductor said we played better than our usual
=)

anyway ive got a big fat wound on my knee which keeps pusing and pusing non stop
and red patch on my other knee
its like everyone's immediate reaction is like aiyoh how you fall one
and when i say i walk halfway then i fall
everyone stunned for a while..haha..
and to further elaborate..i wasnt daydreaming or anything
actually it was more of half walk half run
carrying a lot of stuff
tripped over something..maybe its my own shoe..lol..

today i tuitioned a pri sch kid
it was quite fun i guess
like getting to know someone of a different age and like helping her clear her doubts
and when she finally understands you get the sense of achievement and so gandong..haha..
although theres one question i taught her the worng things and i realised it after teaching her for 15 minutes.
quite malu actually
i have a serious tendency to malu myself
and i hope i didnt traumatise her cause kept correcting her mistakes until everytime i ask her a question she like a bit scared she say the wrong thing again..

and after watching soccer match which mj won!
went for DG which we had fun and digressed a lot as usual..

busy but lovable day =)

2007-04-14T20:37:00.000+08:00

its been ages since i last blogged i think
although my definition of ages can mean only two weeks
anyway tried changing to live journal but didnt really understand the codes thingy so gave up..haha..i previewed my livejournal blog and it looks horrible..zzz..so im sticking with blogger for the meantime.=p
ok updates.
i got a C for PW.
and this yr mjc actually doubled the no of As.
and im a pathetic C amongst all the As.
quite special huh.haha.
and my teacher says he helped previous batches get very good grades.
and my class only ended up with one A.
which makes no sense actually when my pw teacher says our work all exceeds expectations and he also looked through them and said its okay.
and i paid like how many bucks for that paper

napfa.
i got a C i think for my 2.4!!!yay!!!
ok its not extraodinary or anything but thankfully i managed to like go through it without any pain.haha.
cause running to me is quite torturous.
but for this 2.4 ive improved!by like 20 plus seconds i think
and because of that ive developed a momentary interest in running.hahaha.
its MOMENTARY.dunno how long it will last but hoprfully before it ends i will have nice skinny legs.haha.
thats the incentive for my running.
and hopefully it wont backfire and instead i get bulgy legs with muscles.

and pleaase let me pass my standing broad jump and shuttle run.if not hafta run 2.4 again.nooooo.

countdown to syf 5 days!!!!
excited and at the same time im gng to miss guitar
and our conductor is like attached to us also and he keeps saying he doesnt talk a lot to other schools.and our syf song is stuck in his head.haha.
=)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

2007-04-04T21:50:00.000+08:00

ok.went on a super diet today.
skipped recess cause had extra chem lesson.but our chem teacher was nice enough to buy us milo which is chilled and rly chocolate-ty and milo-ey.
and after that no more recess.continuous lessons until end of school.then straight away cca.had a piece of honeydew.and all the way until 7 plus.when i finally meet my mum for dinner.wow.but i was rewarded with black pepper chicken chop and sushi! ok somehow i have a sudden liking towards raw salmon sushi.with the wasabi and everything.although the wasabi almost made my nose drop off =0

and i confess some teacher in my school makes me cringe at her voice combined with her looks.and also really thankful for my current bio teacher instead of her.

ok randomly mean.=p

2007-03-28T22:26:00.000+08:00

guitar practices on everyday is making me soo tired
thankfully the hwk pile is not building up..yet..
have to survive until 19th april..lol..

God bless us with gold with honours !!!!! =)

took a lot of pictures but no time to post also..
thats how deprived my life is gng to be

but at least i still have bubble tea!!

ok random.

yay!

2007-03-22T22:38:00.000+08:00

block test is over!!!
CHANGED MY BLOGSKIN DESIGN
the 'rediscovering eden'
is by the designer though
not sure if its from the bible
anw the designer is from nus arts lah..
then all her designs really artistic
im wow-ed.

anww after block test went to eat lunch and mega ice kachang at xin wang with the girls..lol..the ice cream on the ice kachang plopped down..

watched the messenger.
quite a nice plot
like the ending is quite unexpected
i screamed a lot of times
LIKE A LOT
even the not very scary and cheap thrills parts.
oops..paiseh..haha..
and anna and yl were like
[stop screaming lah
not scary you scream also make us chua dio
next time dowan seat with you liao lah]
lol..this is what happens when the mouth automatically opens with a high pitched sound coming out whenever theres some scary sound effect..lol..
anw the lil boy acting in it is oh-so-cute
and the female lead..i think shes called kirsten something.. is so pretty AND hot =)
anw the show has a HAPPY ENDING!!
I LIKE!!!
haha.

2007-03-20T20:51:00.000+08:00

bio test today was horrendous.
kept falling aslp..haha..
and i had like dunno how many different dreams during that test.
u know when u fall aslp under stress..
ur mind still keeps on wandering ard..
then you think of a thousand ridiculous things
and when you wake up you find yourself still in the midst of bio test that you are clueless about
cause you didnt really study for it
thats the real nightmare lah..
and as said by yl,sometimes students leave blanks cause they are concerned about the teacher..X)
i tried to fill up the blanks la..tried..
i hope the teachers wun puke blood on my paper or sth..

anw went to pau aka spimo's blog =)
and i found this!

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.

You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

quite true la..but the last sentence...errrr...nvm..haha..
ok back to studying

2007-03-16T00:48:00.000+08:00

march holidays studying

quantity time : like 3/4 of everyday
quality time : ard 1/12?
quality time talking: (11/12)(3/4)=33/48
quantity of photos taken: many

haha..im like applying maths into daily life
anw today went for morning consultation wif mr neo
didnt rly have a lot of questions prepared but more or less learn tt little bit

anw some long ago photos

its upside down simply cause im lazy to reverse it
anyway
im in NYJC shirt!!!

these pics taken during the reunion dinner

studying time!!! or maybe taking photos time.

couple erasers.haha.

i like this pic!!!cause i look nice in it..haha.

more random pics

oh and this was taken at a different mac.i ate macs for consecutively i dunno how many days.and i realised oreo mcflurry has 570 calories.like omigosh.its the same as a mcspicy burger or even worse la.zzz..and i ate a whole cup by myself.anw me and yl decided to eat sth other than student meal.

so presenting to you....HAPPY MEAL!!!

the doll is the happy meal gift.which me and yl asked the mcdonald person to throw away when he thought we accidentally left it behind.lol.

we had fun playing with the meal.

anw it was quite late and yl scared me cause her father said there's a murder case in tt area.

oh and this pics were taken at the airport.saya,we saw you but you didnt see us at the macs.lol.
just trying to be artistic

we love playing with our food.

anw me and anna actually managed to get lost in the airport.
walked until legs turned jelly-fied.
more pics with her =))))

after the airport i went G12 conference at my church.
and im half dead now.
still have lotsa more to study.
and thankfully im not falling sick...yet.

2007-03-10T23:39:00.001+08:00

stressed over so many many things
X(
always thought everything was quite ok until my mum reminded me of sth today
then i realised i might be in some trouble a few wks ltr.
and theres still the block test to worry about.
after today's futile attempt to study.
like stare at the multitudes of notes today.
and nth seems to go in.
still having the i will surely fail feeling.
i dowan laaaaa~

anw yest took the wrong bus and after waking up frm a slp on the bus
i found myself in geylang
was horrified and petrified la
of all the places to get lost
and in some discussion with the girls
i still said i should be quite mature
mature my foot.
panic like siao when i found myself in geylang.
acted like i never lost before liddat.
thankfully i managed to recognize the area after geylang
which was the ica bldg.
and yay thank God i saw an mrt station.
lavender.lol.
i travelled all the way frm bedok reservoir to lavender.
like wow.
and poor sarah hafta wait for me at sengkang for quite some time =p

oh ya rmb i told everyone tt i knocked my head on the school bus when i was young
i realised in a conversation with my sis and mum today
tt it was my younger sis who knocked her head.i was the one beside her.
and i thought it was me tt knocked my head.
HAHA SO PAISEH.
schizophrenic.
omigosh.
me and my distorted memories.

on a happy happy note
cai min you is on another show next sat!
loves:)))))))))
and i bought a new white top for guitar perf.
looks so adult-ish.

DG was fun =)))
monkey-ing ard.

2007-03-08T22:52:00.000+08:00

today was not really a good day.
and 15 mins to the end of today,my mum is shouting for i dont rly know what reason, probably cause of a long day at work and plus my brother probably didnt do his hwk
im just glad im inside the room safe

anyway it 's zhiyi's birthday today!!!8th march.
yay!!! it was the one thing tt made me relatively in a good mood.
despite the many things tt happened
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!!aiyoh so old liao..tsk..=p

my teachers.
one specifically.
it's really a love-hate relationship.
i mean its awfully nice of him to buy an AWFULLY CHOCOLATE cake for zy's bdae..
plus all the free milos when we stay back in sch to study
like overflowing generosity
but
sometimes his jokes can turn a bit harsh
and i dont really like teachers who jump to conclusions about their students.
really really dont like.
bleah X(
like when we are seriously asking questions
we're not talking unrelevant stuff
like they need to understand we cant be like robots right?
if all we do in class is pay full attention,sit up straight, answer every question like immediately
so freaky lah.
nvm.

on a more random note
given up on eycandies.
no more thinking about the past.
with the tests coming up
and memorising guitar scores
my brain capacity is full
thats how small my brain can be.

i shall stop getting fives on my tests.really demoralising.
coming block test AT LEAST A D pleaseeeeeeeeeeee
=)
mug hard peoops!

2007-03-06T19:23:00.000+08:00

today's chem test was a disaster.
stared blankly at it.sigh.but at least manage to scribble some random stuff.

anyway dont understand why teachers make us do stuff that only serves to waste our ink and time by copying the whole lot of stuff.

student= 24 hour job.
tsk.

sweet escape-wonderful life

2007-03-04T11:22:00.000+08:00

was marathoning tv yesterday..haha..
started at 4 plus..watched summerscent then wang zi bian qing wa..then bai se ju ta then the jacky wu variety show then another jacky wu variety show..the marathoning stopped at 1am..so it was like 9 hours of television straight..i love saturdays!!!!

im clueless towards probability lah..its worse than P&C..rahh.

oh ya..yest on the late night jacky wu show got cai min you..
eyecandy!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =)
and anna msged to tell me hes on the show :p
and he was wearing the same purple top in most of the shows he go..
like his recording company a bit budget..lol..
but nvm hes still cute..wahahaha..
and theres another cute 8 or 9 year old lil boy
who danced freestyle and hiphop on the show yest..
so cute and shuai..*faints*

random

theres this helpless feeling when you know you werent at someone's side
someone that you care for,when that person needed help the most.

2007-02-28T19:01:00.000+08:00

buried under the piles of homework
the 'wanting to slp but cannot' feeling
although i always end up slping anyway..haha..
the instant dread of getting a U after every paper..
like today's math test..zzz..
lucky theres still some things to look forward to

good food
hana kimi
bubble tea
crapping
etc..

the simple delights in life =)

28th february..it didnt mean anything until last year.
sigh*

2007-02-24T20:43:00.000+08:00

supposed to be doing hwk now but..
lol..so much for my great aspiration of getting all 'A's
when im still in the bottom lists for chem tests

anyway went for reunion dinner with my tribe on fri at thai pan restaurant
before tt sneaked into nyjc to meet sarah..=p
lol..wore nyjc shirt with mjc skirt..
looked like some hybrid..
felt quite stranger-ish in nyjc but still quite cool lah..
mjc feels more like home
although its smaller and the food in the canteen not a lot of variety
and not a lot of eyecandies
but more used to the environment
and all the familiar faces i see in school
ppl tt i know and ppl tt i dunno =)

the dining place..
its like so cool lah..the restaurant is in a condo...mandarin gardens..
anyway..the food was okay i guess but the skit was nice..haha..
super funny..especially krystle with her 'act auntie accent'
and theres like a lift for sending food up since the function room is upstairs..so cool lah..omigosh..
laughed a lot also especially when you are sitting beside kenny
laugh until i spurt my drink out..unglamness..haha..

and today went imh for cny celebration
starting a bit boring lahh..
then haha..got some yoyo demonstration!!!!!
got one guy that looks like daren frm superstar =p
and the yoyo stunts all super cool..
like woww..
and plus plus during the lion dance
some little boy that looks reallllyyy cute was the backside of the lion..
and me,anna,zy,yl,yunqi were like eye-candying him..haha..
paedophile..tsk..

aft tt went to eat long john's with yl and anna
the conversation was super funny lah
tried to imagine how we will look like when we are grown up
anw we imagined anna to be an auntie..
then her daily conversation will consist mainly of comparing the price of fish with zhiyi
haha..lol..

aiya my appetite is growing again..
fatty fatssssssssssssss =(

2007-02-17T23:06:00.000+08:00

saying
HAPPY CNY!!!!!!!!!!!!
in advance

ate a lot of good food today =)))))))))

spent today doing nth
watching tv and some random packing
last year cny eve though there werent much good food for the steamboat
had more fun i guess

oh wells..
looking forward to all the angbaos!!!
$_$

2007-02-14T17:54:00.000+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY

to my mortal:so sorry the brownie got so melted
to my angel:thanks for the choc but i still dunno who you are

if i said today didnt affect me one bit im lying to myself

2007-02-11T20:08:00.000+08:00

today was a totally sickening day.
the event was sick.
everything tt happened was sick.
the neoprints are sick.
although i dun mind the shopping and hanging out.

pictures and all the details after my big fat headache is gone and when i finally finish my hwk

and im gng to blacklist my angel if he/she doesnt give me sth in the i dun like you list.lol.

2007-02-10T00:11:00.000+08:00

ok theres quite a lot of stuff i want to post but think i forgot most of it

anw to start off..my school is playing this angel-mortal game and im quite sad that my angel haven gave me anything yet so i shall be extra nice to my mortal =)
(i wan my zhuan shu tian shi!!!) ok nvm random crap..

wanted to post this on thurs but had tons and gazillions of hwk to do but in the end didnt complete much..sigh..

it happened in econs lesson
tt particular day..mr aaron tan happened to have the habit of calling me to answer specifically questions tt i happen not to know..zzz..and making me feel stupid..

1.the question: define small and open economy
then he asked someone from another class who happened to be one of the econs smart alecks who can answer any econs question with the type of chim-ness i can nvr have.
and after she answered he asked me whats my opinion of her answer..actually sort of expected it cause i had a vry bad feeling..sixth sense..and plus i was lying my head on the table cause was feeling rly sianned..

and i answered its ok...and he was like huhhh?(ok i admit i said it vry softly)then i said can..and he huhh-ed again..got a bit pek chek and decided to act chim..saying tt an open economy is not just imports and exports(which was what she said)but also extensive business interactions and he asked me to elaborate and i was like oh errr business with other countries lah..

actually in my mind i was thinking business=imports and exports like what else is there? so my answer is just plain bullshit.told you i was trying to act chim cause he was being irritating.

2.then he mentioned christmas island.
I WAS SERIOUSLY SURPRISED TT THERES AN ISLAND CALLED CHRISTMAS ISLAND..LIKE WHAT A NICE NAME!!!
and he asked me whats christmas island famous for..
and i was like mumbling santa claus
whilst the whole class echoed crabs
lucky only anna heard what i said..haha..
and i was quite sian diao when i heard crabs..like christmas island lehh..
crabs have nth to do with christmas can?
except that they're green when not cooked and red when cooked
like tt's the only link lah
and i was thinking christmas island will be nice and chrismas-sy and snowing and everything and was entertaining the idea of gng there
but i guess i wun see anything but crabs..-_-
wheres christmas island anyway?north pole?lol..

on a more random note..i wanna go overseas..

all the hwk is piling up like crazy..
and my family is facing a problem now..
i hope it wun affect us much cause it happened before..
this time im not too sure whether it'll be solved..
but i think it shld be okay i guess hopefully..
God bless~

had a very weird dream
and in tt dream i was telling myself
if this is a dream i dun want to wake up from it
and i woke up feeling quite stupid
cause dreams are just dreams
LOL.

2007-02-03T19:10:00.000+08:00

had road race today
at pasir ris park
nice sea breeze
miranda won 3rd =)
the competitive runners-yanling anna zhiyi(applause* i wld have died halfway )
me and yunqi run with house
huimin-road marshall..extra lor..haha..kk shall not be mean..

woooo~
was quite pissed off with some of the J1s in my hse cause they were overly enthu
in a way that makes me super irritated
actually the main point is they kept screaming at us to close up the gap
and whatever the hse com says to us they repeat it like twice thrice four times five times..like a stupid broken megaphone..
ok maybe im being overly biased..cause i dun rly like them in the first place
but the rest of the J1s are okay..its just the few that gets on my nerves..

was super tired after that cause ran most parts of the whole course
felt very seh-ed

sorry for the emotional breakdown today
cause of accumulated-tiredness
im ok now..actually it happens every once in a while..

and..someone thought i was a ghost..LOL..
cause i went inside the toilet cubicle and i thought the toilet didnt have any lights
i didnt on the lights and it was quite dark inside but still got light lah..
and i heard that person tell another person that it looks very scary with the door being locked so long and got no sound
and the other person was like really mehh?
then me inside the cubicle was amused and vry paiseh..
had to wait for them to leave before i came out..lol..
and if you happen to read my blog..
sorry for making you freaked out =p
actually it happened in my secondary school before
and it was worse okaayyy..cause it was a bunch of giggling girls..zzzz
haha i have a talent of giving off that 'im a ghost' aura
like ppl also say the way i walk looks like im floating..
if it is even considered a talent..lol..=p

=)))))))))))))))

2007-02-02T16:34:00.000+08:00

stayed back in school to do some chinese new year decoration thing today
actually spent most of the time slping..haha..
anw on the way home went to takeaway rice and bought my sis' recommendation-almond ice blended frm each a cup!!!!
each a cup bubble tea is nice =))))))
anw..went to deposit some money in my bank acct cause money in my wallet will just be spent the day after
and then and then
i forgot to take my card..
after walking like several steps away from the bank deposit machine
someone tapped me on the back
was quite shocked cause it was a mjc-ian and sort of saw her before in skl
was doubly shocked when she say i forgot to take my card..like stunned for 5 secs..
quite amazing huh..
if not for that bus uncle who didnt see me apparently(cause i reached the cai peng store before him and was patiently waiting for the cai peng auntie) and took his time to choose what he wanted for his cai peng
if not for me buying bubble tea before i deposited my cash
i might not have gotten back my card!!!!!!!!!
thank God for the bus uncle although i dont really like him
thank God for bubble tea=)))))
thank God for the mjc-ian who passed me my card =)))))))))

and i shld seriously stop daydreaming..tsk..

2007-01-26T16:14:00.000+08:00

eyecandy =)

2007-01-24T18:53:00.000+08:00

tired of..

1.endless homework and the stabs of guilt when i dont do them
2.trying not to fall asleep in class and lectures
3.trying to memorise endless stuff
4.wanting to eat everything but i cant cause budget and im fat enough..(yes yes i finally admit it..haha)
5.looking at all the nice things i wanna buy but i cant cause budget
6.trying to learn the new guitar song which is hard..for me lah...
7.lapsing into depression mode
8.stupid dreams
9.trying to act like you dont exist
10.you acting like i dont exist

end of ranting.

looking forward to compass lessons tml..haha..
cause its gng to be stress free and totally bimbo-ish
and the teacher in charge always looks like she stepped out from a fashion mag.
=)

2007-01-21T00:04:00.000+08:00

yesterday went to watch blood diamond with anna and zhiyi
it was quite awkward at first cause my class only we three go
then we sat at the wrong seats
but it turned out think a lot of people sitting at the wrong seats also
at first i was like wondering if the show was a true story and it really happened like one or two decades ago
makes me wonder about the sanity of some people on earth
some parts of the show are quite horrifying actually..
like child soldiers
those who make little kids do bad stuff are just plain sick lah
anw the show is quite touching at some parts too
bout a father whose lil boy was made to be a rebel
and when he risked his life to find him,the boy actually called him a traitor..
then at some point in the movie,the boy actually pointed a gun at his father..
but in the end he never shoot lah..cause the love of a father always wins..haha..yay..
but the character that leonardo dicaprio was acting died in the end..sobs..
anw the show is nice lah..go watch k =D

okayyy pictures!!!!!!!!!!!!

at the foodcourt there
heyy auntie!! we featured you in the pic =p

and after the show went toys'r us
toys r us is a heavenly place for cam-whoring ..woo hoo..

picure of anna telling the toy to shaddup..haha..NOOB =P

ZHIYI CAUGHT IN THE ACT!!!haha..

FLOWERS!!!!!!

oh ya and zhiyi was like saying never go china before so might as well take a photo with a panda..haha..so we went 'touring round the world'

erm anna in her own lala land

lol..like one bear isn't enough..tsk..

me and my maternal instincts..haha..
anw realised this pic is super small?cause i look ugly here..lol..
by right all ugly pictures of me shld be like destroyed immediately..but..aiya..i'll save this one..
=p

more pictures with anna!
anw the homework load is just plain crazy lah..
and im still blogging..haha..oops..

2007-01-12T18:31:00.000+08:00

been busy with hwk and cca
the hwk pile is endless..
anyway just finished watching underworld
its quite a long time ago movie i think
nice show!!! though the front part was quite gruesome
and i was eating my hor fun while watching it
didnt really affect my appetite though
and i get the luxury of watching it in my room
cause ive got the computer in my room now!!!
wahahaha
fridays are such nice days to slack
i love fridays
and there won't be doses of guiltiness for not finishing your hwk and watching tv instead

anyway been injuring ppl lately
to anna: sry for constantly hitting your arm though its like aching a lot after your floorball trng but im used to it..wahaha..
to pierre: think i hit your knee super hard today..haha..so so sorry..

2007-01-02T02:26:00.000+08:00

im gng to post a lot of pictures!!!! yay!!!! i love posting pictures!!! ok zi high..nvm..

first up on christmas i painted my hse outside PINK and GREEN..so marshmallowy..awww..

whilst painting it i slipped off the stool and knocked the whole bucket of paint..got splashed with green paint and everywhere was green..LOL..i found it quite amusing cause my mum was the one who did the washing of the green paint off..oops..

the earrings my sis bf bought frm london..so nice lah..frm some shop called claire's

went for countdown party at my church..was quite high throughout..the theme was retro..but errr what i wore was more of casual lahh..

me with ppl frm my cell grp

me butt sarah =)

pose no 1: me with the act ah lian face and sarah

pose no 2:me with the act cute hammy face with sarah

pose no 3: i-dunno-where-to-look face and sarah

pose no 4: i think i didnt managed to look at the camera again..with sarah..

pose no 5: err bad hair day--my hair curls in..zzz...with sarah..

haha..sarah chua..i mentioned your name like 6 times!!!!

pose no 6:me with my cell leader candy!!!!

pose no 7: me with crystal and we're both wearing purple!!

oh ya and after the countdown party is the mad rush home to catch the last train
waah..blisters on my foot pain like @#$%^&* actually the blisters dun hurt lah..quite interesting to poke and see the water flowing out..its the cut on my big toe! super horrible lahh..it puses..*sobs* with water the pain is worse..nvm..as clar says..its all for the price of vanity..haha..quote of the party!

okok and andddd today i went shopping!
its quite shuang to shop with a sis who works and has plenty of spending money and buys a lot of things..and although im a poor kid..i can borrow money from her..yay..she bought a little prince titus watch lahhh..0_0..i also want..but i think im getting the collection based on the jimmy storybook..BUT BUT..that will hafta wait until i have enough money..and i think its not going to happen soon..sigh..and shes gng to buy a similar watch for my mum also..hmmm i wanna buy sth for her too..but but..it will be on the waiting list too...=((( anwwww i bought a new bag!!!plus plus a new top..oh and we went the new hongkong xin wang cafe to have our dinner which was like french toast and yuen yang(coffee + tea)

the french toast looks like an ultra big smelly toufu..

its quite nice lahh..but its expensive lahh..$4 for one loaf of bread..zzz..and can get quite sick of the taste..me and my sis laughed(ok i laughed a lot more than her) when the table beside us got served their mango ice and the ice cream on top of it plopped off..hahahahahaha..and we couldnt laugh very loud so it was funnier..nvm..=p

and just for fun..the christmas decoration at orchard road..sop nice lah..its like fountain of water..

and sry if some hpotos are upside down cause noob me doesn't rly know how to rotate them..

thats all!!!

hafta do my hwk!!!if you see me online tml smack me or sth..lol..
i shall be a professional mugger..wahahaha..

2006-12-29T17:48:00.000+08:00

i need to do hwk.

rah.

4 more days.

no more slping late.
no more morning cartoons.

zzzzzzzz.

2006-12-26T23:50:00.000+08:00

went christmas shopping today!!!
bought a new bag and a new top..
mum sponsored..wahaha..
but quite disappointed with the jeans i bought with my own money..
cause after i bought it home found out that its the wrong type..
haiz..maybe will bring it for altering or something..

need to sort out my feelings
not going to pretend your reply didnt hurt at all
not going to pretend nothing ever happened
life isnt a dream.

2006-12-22T17:21:00.001+08:00

pictures from ushering at guitar festival

and a picture of me and ziqi and the winner of the 6th international guitar competition!!! yay!! hes a russian frm russia..haha..like duh..and hes like super charismatic during his performance..hee..hua-chi-ness..=p but he nvr smile lahhh..so looks a bit weird in this pic..but hes actually quite hot..hahahahaha..

2006-12-22T17:21:00.000+08:00

2006-12-21T17:50:00.000+08:00

went for guitar practice today
had a try at the new guitars for SYF
it looks nice sounds nice..i want..X)
practised for a while went to sakae for lunch =DDDDDD
im a happy kid..haha..THANKS!
saw mr lee(vice principal)
and i was like he looks familiar..
and it took like 2 mins before i finally remembered who he was..haha..
anyway ate udon and ramen and takoyaki..
yay-ness

wanna buy so much stuff but... =(

2006-12-19T15:16:00.000+08:00

so you sailed away into a grey sky morning...

raining non-stop..tsk..
not that i mind cause good weather to sleep in
BUT
this morning went for guitar practice
have to take a big fat umbrella along
plus wear my super slippery slippers
almost slip and fall like around five times?
then got one time one uncle heard me almost slipping
cause got that piak sound
then he was like woaaaaa

nvm..randomness..

2006-12-17T15:08:00.000+08:00

haven been blogging for quite a long time cause my comp crashed
something corrupted in the system i think

anyway most of my time is occupied by guitar these few days
theres guitar practices for SYF
and for the past week done some ushering at the 6th international guitar event
and whoever thought tearing tickets was easy is so wrong lah
and had to direct the guests to their seats..which can be quite confusing at times
once stood at row U then somebody asked wheres row W
and i was like 'oh W is in front' when actually its at the back
super paiseh

also did some CIP thing at outside royal plaza hotel
waah vry stress lah
its the first time i performing in public i think
but it was quite early in the morning and quite few passerbys then the spectators were mostly the hotel staff
but i dun rly mind..haha..
the overall performance was quite okay i guess
oh and theres like a lucky draw for the performers
and i got a pink stuff toy thats supposed to hang on the phone!!!
YAY!!!
i love lucky draws lahh..the type where u dip your hand into a lot of papers and choose one that kind..
its the 2nd time i won sth i think
the first time was at a library then i won a super nice adult-ish snoopy watch
but too big for me *sigh*
and after the performance went to eat lunch with guitar peeops
=)

oh and yesterday went to watch 'magic of love' at expo with anna and sarah!
some things in the show changed but its still as nice..
i love the magic of love song!!but too bad dun have the soundtrack..
then today went for morning service
and i realised how hard it is for me to get up early nowadays
after slping for 12 hours almost everyday in the hols
sigh*
but today's service was quite special cause its together with the adults
normally theres a separate one for youths
then i forgot to bring my contacts out
so i was practically half blind throughout =p

oh and i cut my hair!
comments:
ur hair very thin then make your face look big : anna
i think you look nicer without a hairband : sarah

haha..so much for wanting to change new hairstyle..tsk..=p

2006-12-06T17:17:00.000+08:00

im sick
sickening
slept for the whole day still feel like puking
eeyer
headache.stomachache.
and gng for a guitar concert later
wish me good luck

2006-12-05T00:50:00.000+08:00

went sarah's hse today to watch er zuo ju zhi wen
er zuo ju zhi wen is nice =)
although i've watched parts of it before but nvr really watch it from the start..
ate a lot there..wahaha..
borrowed the disc home and realised my house dun haf dvd player..
tsk..haiz..

anw pictures from a few days back cause lazy to upload pictures =p
this one is taken during encounter first day with...sarah chua!which was like around one plus week ago..

then on friday supposed to go for ice skating with my two sis,my sis bf and my cousin and her two friends..in the end the ice skating rink closed because of some goodness knows what reason..then left my cousin and her two friends to themselves,went my sis bf hse and slacked.lol.but it was quite fun.=)

cute bulldog over there

after slacking,went to town for dinner.the christmas lightings are pweeety.tried to take a photo under a manmade tree that changes colour but apparently we look vry blue-ish and purple-ish under the lighting so nvm..

heh =p

2006-11-28T20:31:00.000+08:00

you are special by max lucado

-the wemmicks-

The Wemmicks were small,wooden people carved by a woodworker named Eli
His workshop sat on a hill overlooking their village
Each Wemmick was different.Some had big noses,others had large eyes.Some were tall and others were short.Some wore hats,others wore coats.But all were made by the same carverr,and all lived in the village.

And all everyday,the Wemmicks did the same thing,They gave each other stickers.Each Wemmick had a box of golden star stickers and a box of grey dot stickers.Up and down the streets all over the city,people spent their days sticking stars or dots on one another.

The pretty ones always got stars and those with rough wood or paint chipped,the Wemmicks gave dots.The talented ones got stars too.

Some Wemmicks had stars all over them!Everytime they got a star,it made them feel so good!It made them want to do something else and get another star.Others that could do little,got dots.

Punchinello was one of those.He tried to jump high like the others but he always fell.And people around him gave him dots.When he fell his wood got scratched so the people would give him more dots.When he tried to explain why he fell he would say something silly and the Wemmicks would give him more dots.After a while he got so many dots he didnt want to go outside.In fact he had so many dots that some poeple came up and gave him dots for no reason.

The few times he went outside he hung around other Wemmicks who also had a lot of dots which made him feel better.

One day Punchinello met a Wemmick who had no dots or stars.Her name was Lucia.It wasn't that people didnt try to give her stickers.It was just that the stickers didnt stick.Some of the Wemmicks admired Lucia for having no dots,so they gave her stars but they would drop off.
Others looked down on her for not having any stars,so they gave her dots,but they wouldnt stick either.

'That's the way i want to be' ,thought Punchinello, 'i don't want anyone's marks'

So he asked Lucia how she did it and she replied that she went to see Eli everyday and asked Punchinello to visit him and skipped away.

'but will he want to see me?' Punchinello cried out.Lucia didnt hear.

So Punchinello went home and sat near a window,as he watched the wooden people scurrying around to give each other dots and stars.

'its not right' he muttered to himself and decided to go see Eli.

When Punchinello reached,the things around him were so huge he got frightened and said 'im not staying here'

Then he heard his name

'Punchinello?' the voice was deep and strong.'How good to see you!'
'you know my name?'
'Of course I do.I made you.'

Eli picked Punchinello up and placed him on the bench.
'looks like you've been given some bad marks'
'i didnt mean to.I really tried hard.' Punchinello replied.
'Oh,you don't have to defend yourself to me, child'
'I don't care what the other Wemmicks think.'
'you don't?'
'No, and you shouldn't either.Who are they to give you stars and dots?They're Wemmicks just like you.What they think doesn't matter,Punchinello.All that matters is what i think.And i think you are very special.'

Punchinello laughed.'me,special?why?i cant walk fast.i cant jump.my paint is peeling.why do i matter to you?'

Eli looked at Punchinello,put his hands on those small wooden shoulders and spoke very slowly.'because you're mine.thats why you matter to me.'

Punchinello had never had anyone looked at him like this-much less his maker.He didnt know what to say.
'Everyday ive been hoping you'd come' Eli explained.
'i came because i met someone who had no marks.' said Punchinello.
'i know.she told me about you.'
'why don't the stickers stay on her?'
The maker spoke softly.'because she has decided that what i think is more important than what they think.the stickers only stick if you let them.'
'what?'
'the stickers only stick if they matter to you.the more you trust my love,the less you care aobut their stickers.'
'im not sure i understand'
eli smiled.'you will,but it will take time.you've got a lot of marks.for now just come to see me everyday and let me remind you how much i care'

Eli lifted Punchinello off the bench and set him on the ground.

'Remember,'Eli said as the Wemmick walked out of the door.'you are special because i made you.and i don't make mistakes.'

Punchinello didnt stop but in his heart he thought,'i think he really means it'

and when he did.a dot fell to the ground.

-end -

yepp..wanted to blog bout the encounter camp i went to(church camp),but didnt know how to start.happen to read this story for the second time cause the book was on my sister's desk and had quite a lot of free time.

To me,this story says a lot about God's love.
which is what the camp is mostly about.
spoke to me a lot.
about how we shouldnt judge people around us
about how we shouldnt judge ourselves
cause we are all special in God's eyes.

heh long post =)

2006-11-27T23:05:00.000+08:00

IM BACK FROM CAMP!!!!!!!!!

and im glad i went
shall blog bout details another time..
yay-ness :)

2006-11-20T22:53:00.000+08:00

yay..went to tamp for interview
and..saw yunqi's shuai agent..he is rly rly shuai de lor..haha..
but think wont be starting work until a few weeks later..
so frm now until a few weeks later..im so gng to rot..
haiz..R-O-T..rot..yepp..
anw got some vcds to keep me company as well as a mountain of hwk..
and my table is hopelessly messy..
watching a new show now
to marry a millionaire
nice! got a lot of pretty girls
but the guy lead not vry shuai..
oh well..

hmmm because of too much free time
entertaining thoughts of rebonding my hair
lol..somebody tell me whether i should or not..

im bored laaaa~

given up on thoughts of how my life can be different now
cause the sparks went off long ago

the butterfly loved the flower even when it was just a caterpillar

2006-11-18T19:11:00.000+08:00

everythings gng to be okay i hope =)

2006-11-16T18:21:00.000+08:00

its my fault everything ended up like this
and life feels pretty much pathetic

no use crying over whats happened though

aja hwaiting! =D

2006-11-13T23:48:00.000+08:00

im hopelessly hooked onto the show my girl..

anyway today completed my i & r
yay! END OF PW!!!

oh ya..and anna popped at hougang today for a surprise visit..
must be miss me too much le..
wahahahahahaha
okok..dun puke..

on the verge of gng crazy..
haiz

jiayou!

2006-11-12T19:21:00.000+08:00

booboo!!!

yesterday went to imh again..this time it was more fun cause erm set up some game booth then must throw ball and hit three bowling pins..
then got a lot of uncles came over to play cause its actually quite easy...and got sweets as prizes..=)
anw had a lot of fun..and it was quite nice that some of them actually rmbed yl's and anna's name after a few reminders..
and noobie yl actually managed to convince some uncle to say tt i boh swee(not pretty)..lol..

after tt went to changi village to eat..with pierre yl huimin zhiyi anna
seems like we've explored all the infamous hawker centres
anw while buying satay at a malay stall..got a picture of char siew wanton noodle..lol..

and a picture of pierre eating the most humongous (i dunno whats tt called in eng) i've ever seen in my whole life..
can see by how big he open his mouth..lol..=p

haiz..not doing any exercise and gaining tons of calories every day..tsk
gng to work again next week on weds or thurs..
err..come visit? =p

yesterday watched castaway on tv
was quite amused tt the man actually had a volleyball as a companion for four years, called wilson..lol..
then my mum said tt people will always have an attachment to things that are by their side esp when they feel helpless and alone
ya la..quite true..

think i shld start thinking of what to do with my life
no more running away to hide..
*sigh*

lol

2006-11-10T21:06:00.000+08:00

my op is over!!!
it was quite okay but i bet no one has a shorter timing than mine..haha..
before that during practice was alrdy like only 3 mins
and during the real thing my heart was like beating like crazy
and i missed out quite some points
and i talked super fast cause nervous mah..
plus dun really need to project my voice cause its in an enclosed space
the Q and A part for me was err hmm..screwed up lahh..haha..
but it was quite enjoyable cause got some really funny answers =)

anyway..dunno whether it was cause of being too nervous or i ate sth wrong
aft op got a huge headache
but anyway still went out with nicholas,sh.raymond and yl to tamp
took neoprints!!!yay!!!haha..
on the way home got a huge traffic jam but spent the whole trip asleep cause super groggy
and after i reached home got diarrhoea =(

oh ya..and i learnt to appreciate warm water baths especially when ure sick..
will feel so much better..even if its only for a little while
and panadols work too..
spent the whole day watching vcd my girl
haha..entertainment for a sick person cause there's practically nth to do
or maybe tts just an excuse for me not to touch my hwk =p
the show brought back some memories
watched only the last few episodes and cried a lot..
and my father was so amused tt i can actually cry so much while watching a show..
haha...

the past seemed like a dream
memories will fade
but the hurt will always stay
even then
life is all about getting hurt and forgiving
and also being forgiven =)

yay..and sth i read frm URBAN today

stay happy and you'll look like a million dollars..

so..... smile =D

2006-11-07T18:58:00.000+08:00

sunday =)

accompanied my mum and sis to bugis
and later walked all the way to dhoby ghaut..
tiring cia..passed by a guitar shop
bought guitar string which my sis unfortunately snapped while she was tuning the guitar
then realised how unfamiliar i was with guitaring
didnt even know the string was the first or the last
and what was it made of..lol..
noobshit..
and after returning home realised its the wrong one
felt so pissed off with myself
anyway..we went seoul garden to eat later
the food was super nice la..but didnt have much appetite that time so a bit wasted
but still ate a lot..haha..

monday =)

went to work
at sentosa underwater world
if u wan visit hafta pay for the ticket..wahaha..

hmm..it was quite tiring and basically i had to eat by myself again
but learnt a lot
and i had a free tour of underwater world..woohoo..
saw many fishies..made me freaking giddy..
anw there were fishies the size of like half a classroom or maybe a whole classroom..i dunno..
freaking freaking BIG
was quite wowed and traumatised by it..haha..
anw they shld be like hundreds or thousands of years old

picutres!!!!

photo i took with anna after imh trip on sat

chwistmas tree at taka!

photos i secretly took at underwater world..=p

me in my uniform

they're called sea angels..nice right..luminous orange swimming fishy with flaps at the sides that look like wings..

oh ya..and i got scolded by an auntie on the first day of work..how wonderful
but nvm..my boss agrees tt the aunties tt work there are menopausing

-end- :)

2006-11-04T20:28:00.000+08:00

went for IMH today for their partayyyyyy
generally it was quite okay lah..a bit awkward at times then sometimes kena rejected by the patients there
and sometimes cant rly understand what they saying
then i get a bit pek chek and helpless
but gng home tt time one ah ma patted me on the back and said in hokkien
hope you win lottery
at tt time felt rly happy cause i thought the ah ma dun like me at first..haha..
and then later another auntie say i pretty
was vry vry happy..haha..
although yanling insisted tt she say she was looking at my earrings and say the earrings pretty
but..i rather lie to myself..haha..

anw watched my brother yest night
won bin's features are vry well defined
cant say hes shuai lah..cause his hair isnt vry nice in the movie

some poem in the movie....quite nice

four leaf clover

Dont be so sad
because you have only three leaves
If you had four
they would've picked you long ago
Don't be sad
because no one pays attention to you
My eyes are set on you
let me be your missing leaf
Even if nobody sees it your way
you're the most beautiful leaf for my eyes
Your existence is so special to my heart
Knowing you i couldn't be luckier

NICE HUH..*melts*

2006-11-03T21:28:00.000+08:00

went for op dry run today
okay lah..wasn't as horrible as i thought
but got suan-ed for not talking loud enough
haizz

me: the benefits of proposal 2 blah blah
colin cheong to some guy at the corner:can you hear her?
tt guy: ya
colin cheong: ya right..dun lie..haha..

reaching the end of the presentation
colin cheong: basically its alright based on whatever i can hear..

oh wells..
gotta shout my lungs out for the next dry run..

2006-11-03T01:23:00.000+08:00

didnt manage to get a dry run for op today either..sigh..
anw went for interview today afternoon wif yunqi and huimin
and im getting a job at sentosa!!!
yep..and its only for 3 days on wkdays..:)
shld be able to start work nxt week hopefully
and haiz..hope i'll be able to stay on for two mths
cause all my jobs dun rly last long..haha..
so maybe you'll see me at sentosa =D

tml another stay home day
eeks..

memories are nice
but sometimes
holding on to them hurts a lot
but given a choice
i'd rather not forget

aja! =)

2006-11-01T23:59:00.000+08:00

no life
gng back sch for op like countless of times
but nvr rly had an actual dry run before..
not like im looking forward to it though..

some pain on my right side of throat..
think got some throat inflammation
haiz..

after op today went to pasir ris interchange wif anna
wah..plum milk tea is totally sour and puke-ish
make my stupid throat pain
anw got super tempted by the fried hor fun..
despite many many reminders from anna tt i will grow fat..
still bought a packet..
went to bus interchange to eat like some homeless kid..
then me and anna zi high-ed at the interchange
UNGLAM
omigosh..haha..

ate dinner at home again
and its like after a nice afternoon nap..
haiz..liddat how not to grow fat
everyday eat then slp then eat again
piggified X_X

holding on seems stupid but thats the way i am

2006-10-29T01:31:00.000+08:00

yay..went for class outing on fri..hah..this post is quite lag cause blogger got some prob..not rly whole class went..but almost half??
anw it was fun fun and more fun!
haven rly been like breathing in some fresh air since long long time ago
anw we went palawan beach at sentosa
place with memories =)
spent a long time deciding on plastic ball or beach volleyball..haha..
many many things happened..
first me and anna almost drowned..haha..
cause the sea ground was not rly flat..
then when me her and yl went further out..suddenly couldnt feel the ground..panicked..
so it was like yl behind anna..anna holding me or was it me holding her..
anw we all panicked and i tried to move forward but in the end ended up moving backwards..
then all i could do was keep bobbing up and and gasp for air..
it was like bloop bloop breathe bloop bloop breathe..
and me and anna were like completely lost dunno what to do
and keep blooping all the way
then yanling went underwater to push us forward or sth..
saved our lives..haha..

anw aft tt played beach volleyball
and we were all amused by joanna's sight of a metrosexual guy in white swimming trunks which was quite disgusting..he reminds me of du de wei in his mtv tuo diao one..lol..
and pierre got injured while trying to save the ball..
so it was like plaster!tissue!wash!
but aft tt we played beach soccer
yl me zhiyi anna and huimin against him
haha..oops..
quite fun though
went back into the water though it was better this time cause the sea ground was quite flat..
me and anna were quite traumatised after the earlier experience actually..
but in the end still went deeper..
and yanling after spraining her leg and her feet became distorted
had to piggy back her in the water..
went a bit wild..haha..
pierre and yl overturned me in the water like an otah..
and think the lifeguard whistled at us or sth..haha..
anw..thx arh..the sea water was rly nice..
fun fun day =)

fly me to the moon
and let me play amongst the stars
let me see what spring is like
on jupiter and mars
in other words please be true
in other words i love you

2006-10-25T04:03:00.000+08:00

went to watch the prestige with sarah and jac yest..
mad rush from school to cathay..haha..its been a rly long time since ive did any exercise
the movie though with that little of promoting and advertisements
turned out to be pretty much interesting
rather energy consuming though..had to figure out a lot of stuff
but the ending was so unpredictable and so WOW and so OMIGOSH..
yepp :)
after tt went to BEN AND JERRY'S
SARAH'S TREAT!
haha..yay!!
ate dublin mudslide and two other chocolate-ty flavours..
plus whipped cream and caramel..
fattening lah..haha..
then shopped a bit
and sarah went crazy over her er zuo ju dvd..
lol..=p

today!
went to isetan to work again cause my sis didnt want to work full time and nobody asked me out..plus im broke anw..
at isetan saw someone who looks A LOT like guang liang
means eye candy lahh..=D
got eye contact a few times when he passed by my booth..
but aiya..he too skinny..
plus haven gotten over erm sth
so yepp..ate at pastamania alone..
but nvm..pasta makes me happy..
oh ya..and when i was leaving tt time..everyone rushed to get out..it was quite amusing actually.. then the lift was packed and one auntie actually banged or tried to force the door open..
didnt understand why all of them so kiasu..but i kiasu-ed with them..haha..
anw after walking all the way to the bus stop
realised the security uncle forgot to give me back my ez link card which i unfortunately realised when i tried to scan it on the bus..
hopped down the bus..ran all the way in my heels back to isetan..
on the way @#$%^&* bout the security guy..
then when i reached there he just said "oh you haven return me your promoter badge thats why u didnt get back your card"
hah..paiseh..when i looked down and saw the badge still clipped on on my shirt..
haiyo..laughed at my own stupidity..

anw..pictures!!!!

lol..courtesy of pierre and yan ling..managed to wash away before i went for movie..=p

the nice spiderweb in preparation for 30th oct halloween bash

got so bored tt i drew the dior counter opposite my booth

2006-10-23T00:49:00.000+08:00

i was an isetan promoter at parkway for the day!!!!
cause my sis taking a break from her job then needed someone to replace her..
basically it was super boring..cant imagine how i spent 7 hours there stoning..
think only 4 or 5 ppl came to make enquiries..
and the rest of the time was spent looking at the vry pretty cosmetics sales ppl ard me..its the ladies department so no guys at all..haha..and gng to the toilet..cause it was freaking cold inside..
got scolded for using the side entrance to enter instead of the back entrance..got into a bad mood for a while..
anw heres my badge..

anw i ate lunch alone at the foodcourt..quite sad..some horrible plate of hokkien mee..maybe its nt that horrible just tt dun like eating alone..plus the mee siam reminds me of sth..

anwwww..

some random pictures drawn by a few ppl a few days ago in sch..

back to isetan..

heard here without you by three doors down in isetan..brought back some waves of nosalgia..*sigh*

2006-10-21T21:54:00.000+08:00

spent my last two days at home
home staying makes me depressed somehow
haizzz..
then will start thinking of many things
make me so confused
sigh*

2006-10-20T04:28:00.000+08:00

blogging at an unearthly hour of 4am
feeling damn pissed off and pathetic
tossed and turned in bed for four freaking hours until i finally gave up

feeling so helpless i wanna cry..

2006-10-18T23:45:00.000+08:00

i dun understand life at all
hope everything turns out okay
*crosses finger*

2006-10-17T23:28:00.000+08:00

photos taken during intra house games..haha..quite long ago alrdy..

and a spastic photo of me taken at suntec toys r us..haha..

pweetty balloon got from open hse

auntie mixed up my ice jelly and anna's honeydew sago..
ice jelly with milk

honeydew sago w/o milk plus jelly

wonders of playing with leftover food =)

my mum just said i was getting lazier and lazier
and asked why i liddat..
and said in the past i wasnt this way
somehow i found it super depressing

*sigh*

feel so helpless

lols

2006-10-15T01:43:00.000+08:00

forgot how i spent my time for this whole week
actually didnt really know how i spent my 17 years of life..
okay..maybe only the growing up part..
i mean like in life have to find some passion in sth or some goal or some talent..
if not quite meaningless right? *sighs*

anyway spent the whole morning didnt know what to do
and it gets pretty much frustrating thinking of what to do
might as well just curl up and sleep the whole day
at least slping is some form of escape from thinking bout stupid stuff
not counting the times that i dream of stupid things lah
tt one i cannot control
then the whole day went by without me knowing why
-read MUST LOVE DOGS 1/4 of it
-ate a whole packet of M&Ms(1183 kcal) -sinful tsk..guilty..
-wanted to go jogging but got scared of the haze..got the feeling i might just get murdered beside the canal or sth so decided not to
-hoola hooped for 500 turns

haha..dumb..then later went out with mum and sis..yay!!
to vivocity
not much there..typical shopping mall..
saw a rly nice mango handbag
but it was like 85 bucks..
*sigh*
somebody buy for me..haha..

then went to take mrt..
laughed my head off when listening to some songs which my sis somehow changed to techno version on the mp3
think i laughed pretty loud..nvm..was nvr glam in any way..

realised how many sad love songs there are
random mood swings driving me crazy
*sigh*

2006-10-11T00:15:00.000+08:00

couldnt resist the temptation to blog this since i got nothing better to do anyway..

top ten ways to pretend you didnt cry

1.say you have a block nose and pretend to sneeze
2.say you're okay and flash a big grin and say tt person siao..
3.say you cry because got constipation and the shit refuses to come out
4.say you've just yawned and pretend to yawn
5.say your contact lense got problem
6.say you've just watched a super soppy korean drama
7.distract the person by asking sth else
8.look elsewhere or look down so that the fringe will cover your eyes
9.try to think of some stupid thing and blame the person who asked for making you cry
10.smile and say ya i cry see la your fault

test tried all of the above and sad to say only number 6 worked successfully..

oh wells..

2006-10-10T10:28:00.000+08:00

yesterday went shopping with my sis
bought 3 tops and i accessory from diva..haha..recommended by sarah....woo hoo..
one from topshop one from dorothy perkins and one from some pushcart..think is they design the shirts themselves..but the cutting is super horrible..but the design is cute..so it makes up for it..

fountain of wayne composed love song for me..

Working all day for a mean little man
With a clip-on tie and a rub-on tan
He's got me running 'round the office like a dog around a track
But when I get home,You're always there to rub my back
Hey Julie,Look what they're doing to me
Trying to trip me up
Trying to wear me down
Julie, I swear, it's so hard to bear it
And I'd never make it through without you around

Hours on the phone making pointless calls
I got a desk full of papers that means nothing at all
Sometimes I catch myself staring into space
Counting down the hours 'til I get to see your face

haha..i feel so ego-maniac-ish..
nvm..the song makes me happy =)

oh ya..toook pictures at toys r us
but lazy post..nxt time lahh..

im hungry..im slpy..
i feel piggish..haha..

2006-10-08T02:37:00.000+08:00

yay!! changed my blogskin..
many many photos!!!! haha..
anyway today went for lunch at cafe cartel to celebrate candy's birthday..
ordered a lot of food and took a bit from each plate..haha..
first time tried like 6 or 7 cafe cartel dishes at one go
and i got a birthday present!!!!
yay!!!nice pair of earrings
after that went for a bit of shopping =)
and the haze was super bad..bleah..pui pui..

photos!!!
my family celebrated my bdae at 12 sharp on 2nd oct..
gave me a shock while i was studying econs halfway..lol..

and the many many pictures taken with sarah chua at the airport during mugging period.. =p

----mugger----------------stoning mode------

------sianned-----------give up------------

haha..erm..got bullied by a stapler?? spastic..

noobie cups

promos over..
suddenly got so much free time..
dunno what to do..
lol..

2006-10-06T19:02:00.000+08:00

PROMOS ARE OVER!!!!!!
YAYYYY!!!!
wanted to post many many pictures and change my blogskin
BUT
somehow someone spoilt all my mood
that someone unfortunately is my bro
and i bet he's going to ransack my room just because i used the comp and he doesnt get to use it
haiz..sad life..
nvm..im in a good mood..
hmmm..not really actually
makes me wonder what age guys grow up..
bleahhhhhhhh

ten things i wanna do:
-change my blogskin
-exercise and shed two or three kg??haha
-go kboxing and shopping
-go find a job!!!!!
-watch finish goong and watch many many more shows
-go swimming and get a tan..haha..but but ive been saying this for many years andd i still dun haf a decent swimming costume..bleahh

okay..forgot the rest..nvm..

2006-09-22T21:46:00.000+08:00

ppgs and two gor gors..(we'll miss you =) )

promos coming and everyone getting a bit emotional..
hah..im already starting to plan which school im going to transfer to just in case i get retained..
dunno..just study lo..whatever the outcome..hafta face it somehow..
mugger mugging =)

today mr neo gave us some promo package..not worksheets or anything..super sweeeeeeeett of him lahhh..is a zip loc bag containing tissue paper one kit kat two kopi -o sweets and a personal note..haha..shall post the picture of it some time later...haha..mr neo called me a 'princess' and yanling keep emphasizing that im a pig princess(zhu ge ge)..lol.lazy argue with you lahhh..=p

thursday i think
on the whole bus ride from tampines to home
thought through a lot of things
a bit attitude problem in the past few days..
like got some depresion sickness..on and off on and off..
something like water tap lah..tears want flow then flow
then suddenly stop..
haha..weirdo..
but dunno...think lotsa ppl had gone thru things far worse than me...like what right do i have to be depressed..and cant go through life feeling like a half zombie everyday..so yep..must learn live life to the fullest..like the m1 advertisement..one life.live it.=)

wishing everyone all the best for promos..JIAYOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU=D

sometimes its that hard to let go
but it hurts not to
so i should
some time soon
before i die of heartbreak
lol

2006-09-19T23:41:00.000+08:00

few more days left to promos..shld start pia-ing already..haha..still kinda in the feel like studying then study mode..nvm..

anw today was thinking whether i shld take green form cause suddenly got depression..haha..like some long term sickness liddat..everytime suddenly got relapse..become super moody..then no strength to do anything..keep whining and whining..in the end wanted to pon GP..then..haiyo..didnt dare to..siann..anw..had a good sleep during GP lesson also..haha..woke up feeling a bit better..

then after school went to mac to study with 6 man clique..didnt accomplish much though..tired myself out by laughing too much on the way there cause on the bus did some noob things..nvm..after reaching macs..went into the gao zi bi mode..lol..didnt rly feel like talking..tried blasting music to make myself better..at least wun feel so sian 1/2 but it didnt work lahh..cause make me headache only..

but in the end mood got better cause started talking about some random crappy stuff and discovering our "great talents"..like raising one eyebrow..haha..

haiz...told my mum maybe i will get retained..she didnt believe me..only ask me study hao hao..then dun think about it..

these few weeks a lot of memories came back..
sometimes wondered maybe if i put in more effort in doing things maybe can accomplish more stuff..
random memories also came back
aiya..dun think le..

jiayou for promos!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

等待竟累積成傷害

2006-09-16T23:26:00.000+08:00

today went for consultation in school..erm reached late..haha..cause piggy me couldnt wake up early...switched off my phone's alarm clock..lol..didnt rly manage to ask a lot of questions during consultation..after that went for breakfast cum lunch at kfc..spent the whole studying time mostly on random talking..haha..anna left early though..ni hai hao bah?feeling better?take care arh..=) aiyoh..recently everybody falling sick..and i also just recovered from my cough..although its coming back now and then..take care ppl!!!! promos coming!!!lol..countdown i dunno how many days..haha..

haiz..rly rly scared i wun do well for promos..and i rly rly wan everyone in my class to be promoted..cant rly take any more sadness..weak heart..still in the process of piecing back together..although it keeps shattering..and it hurts a lot..lol..today yanling asked me whether i prefer single or attached life..didnt answer her..but the answer in my head was attached..although im used to being single back again..and kinda afraid of getting hurt again..

asking myself when can i ever let go
cause im causing myself so much heartache
i dun even know who im missing
cause i dun think i know you anymore

mug hard ppl!! it will be over soooonnnnnn =)

2006-09-15T19:24:00.000+08:00

bio test today..
wasnt in the mood to study for it
so went in there unprepared
for once the test was relatively easy
but hah..didnt really study well enough

haizz..promos in another 2 wks time..
not really vry prepared for it..
kinda of tired already
tired depressed helpless
many regrets in my life
the biggest one shld be the one that happened one mth ago bah
made me so disappointed in myself
dowan promos to be another regret in my life..
aja aja hwaiting =)

thought through things
made myself vry unhappy by forcing myself to let go
let time do the job bahh..
dunno what im waiting for also..
scared the more i wait the more disappointed i will get..

haizzzzzz....

anw been blog hopping and found a lot of shi lian ppl de blog..
suddenly i feel so silly
nvm..at least i feel a bit better
like got ppl in the same boat..-_-
hah..so mean..=p

jiayou for promos =)

2006-09-13T21:24:00.000+08:00

杨丞琳 - 左边

总是忍不住寂寞掉下眼泪
你才会给安慰
担心短暂的晴天随时都可能
被阴狸收回
等待有机会最坏也最甜美
我乐观却疲惫
因为太怕失去你所以连快乐里都装满伤悲
你不曾发觉你总是用右手牵着我
但是心却跳动在左边
你和我之间的遥远永远隔着亲切
爱少的可怜
伸出右手想陪着你向前走
感受你爱我的心跳在左边
那么深深爱你的我想信你会了解

总在埋怨过你的冷漠之后
又急着说抱歉
仿佛向疏远的你乞求一点体贴都是我不对
结果有可能最美也最可悲我做好了准备
也许太自由的你心里面那个家谁也不能回

我一直相信总有一天你会用左手牵着我走向明天
未来很遥远却会实现心在同一边就能够听见你说的那句我爱你

2006-09-13T20:55:00.000+08:00

lol..my mum just said there was blood coming out from my mouth yest when i was slping
dunno whether true or not but there was a patch of blood on my pillow this morn..
eeee..freaky..
the dentist win liao lo..
every year say my gum got problem..
think im going to have gum disease
and all my teeth will drop..LOL..
i was freaked out for 5 mins after my mum said tt
i dowan to die yet..
i wan to get married and have kids and live happily ever after..
haha..

today saw something or maybe someone
oversensitive
and got so depressed that i actually cried halfway while i was laughing
theres only that much difference btw laughing and crying
or maybe im just being siao..
stupid mood swings...
holding on to memories that shld have been forgotten..
xin tong..when can i ever let go..

okay im not making any sense
anw im amazed by the kopitiam downstairs my hse
the owner changed i think.
and it changed frm a super lao ya kopitiam to a super nice kopitiam that looks like a food court only without air con
and the design and everything quite style
and for a neighbourhood kopitiam it actually has tim sum!!!!
hahaha...and there's some heart shaped toast bread that i find vvv cute..but my sis says that its a waste of bread and she bets they eat the leftover bread so sorta of cheat money..lol..
dunno how to appreciate..
the food is okay i guess
anw dun rly have any appetite these few days although i dun seem any thinner..
maybe cause im stressed..
bleahhhhhhhhh..

2006-09-10T23:29:00.000+08:00

mugging season -__-
im freaked out
dun wanna get retained..
if i get poor results most probably will go poly le bahh..
haha..and what am i doing now?blogging..
haiz..
it has been a quite unproductive week
managed to finish all the hwk and did just that little bit of revision
and somehow smart me always manages to forget all that i study..
and i got horrible eyebags and black eye rings
i scared myself when i looked into the mirror..lol..

today went for studying again with anna yanling yunqi
got chased out of macs..haiz..cause some auntie complained that she has no place to sit..
haiz..lao nu ren...i shall try to be a super glam auntie when i grow up..haha..
at least when there's no place to eat i wun go complain lol..

i wanna mug hard and after promos go coffee bean or some ice cream shop to work..yepp..

so not used to waking up early tml..sian..-__-

i need to studyyyy laaaaaa

2006-09-09T23:32:00.000+08:00

i feel like puking now..
oh no..the familiar im about to get sick feeling..
shld go slp soon
ugh..im stressed out about what i shld study..haha..spend more time thinking of what to study instead of studying
and getting guilty cause it always seems like i nvr do study enough..
haizz..i guess what matters most is i got study bahhh..
got put in effort..so regardless of the results..im happy..
although i still rly rly rly rly rly rly wanna get promoted la..haha..

today went with anna to study
then study a bit went park..lol..at night X_X
haha..then a bit zi high..laugh for no reason..
changed the lyrics of songs...shall wait for anna to post the lyrics up..
aiya..im so slack lah..
shld study more..
study study study
everyday study study study
dun study also dunno what to do..
so study lor
life can be so boring some times..

all the sparks that used to be there seems to be gone i guess..

life is so mono tone
haizzzzzzzzz

anw yest the 9pm show
happened to hear the girl say to the guy
have you ever loved me
at that point of time thought that it sounded ridiculous and stupid
but ive said it before..hahz..im such a noob..
this is what happens when i watch too much drama..haiz..
couldnt understand why so many ppl ask that question
and why so many guys refuse to answer that question

then figured out..
for me i guess asking that question means
hearing the guy say say i love you for the last time bah..

u didnt understand why i kept asking
i didnt know why i kept asking
but i guess its all in the past now

2006-09-08T22:28:00.000+08:00

today stayed at home to study
not vry productive though
haizz..
feel so guilty
i wan promos to end quick..

yest left halfway during studying date
went home and being influenced by yanling.
.took my aunt's doggie for a walk
reach home talked to doggie bout some stuff
haha..felt a bit silly but nvm..
at least can say some things in my heart that i cant say out loud..

someone teach me how to pass my promos?
haven rly been so worried for an exam before..
cause somehow my exams all tyco get good grades..
but this time its like 50 percent chance i might get retained
i dunno what to study
i dunno how to study
someone teach me?

i wanna pass my promos and get promoted
thats my in advance birthday wish

2006-09-07T00:23:00.000+08:00

today went on study date wif zhiyi and yanling and anna who left 15 mins after i reached -_-
haiz supposed to wake up early tml to go studying..like 6.45 am?
anyone wanna volunteer to wake me up..lol..
my ulcer is making me vry irritated..and its affecting my whole mouth like including my gums and my teeth..
i think im gng to have gum disease..got some dent somewhere in my gums..lol..
and the dentist who says i will have gum disease every year when i go and see her..that was during sec sch times
although she says tt to everybody..but still im worried lahhh..
everything i eat is making me hurt
as if im not hurt enough..lol..X_X
haiz..today i ate oyster mee sua and one large whipped potato only
so im eating supper now cause my stomach is protesting
sinful and painful..sigh..

anyway today was quite productive..i actually did like 8 hrs straight of differentiation although i only managed to complete two tutorials and two assignments..
and occasionally stoning
borrowed yanling's mp3 player
got infatuated with jay chou's hui dao guo qu
kept replaying and replaying
plus yi lu xiang bei and an jing and ge qian
all the sad sad songs..lol..
listen until quite shuang..
im a silly melon..

and zhiyi said sth about o blood type ppl being prone to mosquito bites and ulcers
plus plus they can only accept o type blood
haiz..this type of ppl born alrdy chi kui
cause all the mosquitoes will go attack them
and they can anyhow give blood but cannot anyhow accept
and they have sickening ulcers
bleah..
but o type ppl are nice ppl!!!!!!!!
haha..=p
guys who are blood type B apparently are huai nan ren
got that from a korean show (my bf type B)
nvm..random..

realised my bro is quite nice..he offered to go downstairs and get my supper for me..when i was dying of hunger on the sofa..
shall treat him better..

im ranting a lot..
sick of studying..but haiz..last year ard 150 ppl got retained
i dowan to be one of the i dunno how many ppl this year
i wanna get promoted..
help..

are you still the one whom i liked in the past?
am i still the one you liked in the past?
guess ppl do change..for the better or worse i dunno
but memories wun..
and thats all thats left

2006-09-04T23:58:00.000+08:00

today went to sch super super early to study but in the end haiz..nth much done..
slacked ard in sch..solrang-ed for almost one hr before yunqi and anna reach..aiyoh..
then zhiyi and huimin didnt come and yanling erm..bone shattering plus headache..lol..
anw studied for less than an hr i think then yunqi went off alrdy..tsk..fly away liao lo..haha
then me and anna vry restless..dunno what to study..did a bit of vectors..super confusing..
oh ya..thanks zul for the pizza!!!!! =D although i had some difficulty eating cause gum pain and got ulcer..ouch..hopefully im not growing a new tooth or sth..haiz..sad..cant enjoy my food properly..to think i was happy when i got my sense of taste back after missing out on a super nice packet of punggol nasi lemak last night..cause im still flu-ing..at least i can breathe more properly now..though cant rly talk properly..bleah..pui..

anyway..some photos from be yourself day..which is on 1st sept..

mine is the purple nails one!!!haha..yanling say its a noob colour..lol..

went century square after tt..this taken in the toilet..haha..nice huh..mirror image..photo taken with anna

yep..thats all for be yourself day..actually got more photos in anna's blog..haha..

oh..and continuing with the story after yunqi left,me and anna talked a lot again..haiz..shld nvr leave both of us alone..we will just lapse into depression together..after hours of zuo-bo-ing..we decided to leave the sch finally and get ourselves bubble tea..

and anna,being a bit siao..went to order some (yao guai) flavoured bubble tea-blue coral milk tea..which tastes "super nice"..haha..everyone shld try it..the best bubble tea i've ever tasted..lol..green apple green tea is still the nicest..

after that we fa feng..went to pasir ris beach..wrote some stuff in a paper and stuffed it into the bubble tea cup(i know supposed to use glass bottle but haiz..suan le)

threw it once..it floated back..haha..
we added a few stones and seashells
threw it again..it floated leftwards and floated back..lol..
finally we became a bit more smarter and filled it with sand..
although we didnt rly manage to throw vry far at least it sank
LOL..
noobs of the day
ppl there must be wondering what two siao mj students doing..must be study too hard for promos..
anw its still considered littering i guess..rly rly sorry..
anw we wanted to scream but didnt scream vry loud cause paiseh laaaa
and in the end we had a mini karaoke session on one of the rocks until it started to rain..lol..
funny how we did so many things in tt 3 hrs at the beach as compared to the 6 hrs in sch..

2006-09-03T16:51:00.000+08:00

haiz..stupid weather...
down with bad runny nose..feeling groggy and restless
wanted to study but spent the time slping and thinking of what i shld do..haha..
oh ya..plus every few minutes go to the bathroom to clear my blocked nose..
bleah..pui pui..
then my sis was studying social studies..
and she kept repeating over and over again about britain and iceland
u know the overfishing thing
and in the end i dreamt that i was starring as a co host in some fishing show with bryan wong and quan yi feng
and the quan yi feng keep saying non stop about britain and iceland and selfish fishermen or sth..haha..
stupid dream..

i wanna breathe properly..X_X

2006-08-02T21:42:00.000+08:00

hmm..today went to school late..
think its the 7th time?haha..oops..
anyway..school was short today..
so there's nth much to say..
and i pon cca..
haha
heck everything
i wanna study
bleah

2006-07-25T19:33:00.000+08:00

this morning missed the bus..it went away right in front of my eyes..and then wanted to take mrt to sengkang..the train left just like 1 min before i reached..in the end when i reached the bus stop at sengkang..the same bus left just right in front of my face again..when i finally boarded the nxt bus..it was super late and was listening to the radio and the song was like singing what it doesn't matter anyway..its just a little too late..haha..what a nice song to hear when im already frustrated at the freaking buses..sounds a bit confusing..nvm..

today went for school only for two periods..then had free lessons till 12.40..so shiok..haha..then went to safti mi for dry run and tomorrow hafta go again..not being in school made me miss school i guess..miss the random crapping and giggles..and people like yanling and anna..keep laughing and laughing today in the library for some reason i shall not say..haha..

went to safti mi then ruiqi taught me how to play twinkle twinkle little star on the violin!!!yay!! its like my first time im touching a violin la..haha..so fun so fun..and the dry run was pretty much boring and tomorrow's speeches are going to be far worse..and someone told me his a level score was 42 and he take same combi..and i was like huhhh..i got only 16..bleah..super lousy la..haiz..nvm..shall fa fen tu qiang...i think i said that a lot of times already..haha..

yest brought a slice of cake and birthday present to his house..was a bit late around 9..and i hate taking night buses cause they freak me out..seriously..will start imagining all sorts of things..haha..lousy me.. but was really glad i went..cause the surprised look on his face was all worth it..

thanks for being prince charming and giving me the fairytale i've never had :)

oh ya just now fa feng..saw my junior near my house there and sort of skipped over and tapped her on her bag..and she was like so shocked to see me..haha.. was like drinking bubble tea at that time..so smiling to her and chewing pearls at the same time..think i looked spastic..haha..ugh..nvm..random crap..

2006-07-15T19:47:00.000+08:00

im bored lah..i want watch pirates of the carribean..

yest after blogging bout eom stuff..
then alone outside in the living room..
a bit scared cause in the afternoon go listen to some ghost story on yu le bai fen bai..
and then halfway while online-ing suddenly blackout..
so scary la..freaked out..lol..
went to my mum's room to complain..
at least got somebody to pei wo..
haha..

video conferencing through phone is fun lol..although the quality is horrible..
used it to ask my sis to show me something..
cause that something sold in some ulu-ated place
in the end she bought for me..yay..happy =)

everyone starting to mug le..
should start soon too..
yep..wish me good luck..

shalalala

2006-07-15T00:54:00.000+08:00

just finished doing my eom(evalation of materials)paper for pw..and i think its horrible..bleah..the word limit is supposed to be like 600 words and i only managed to type like 500..haha..heck lah..shall come up with another draft another time...
today supposed to go for bbq..then haiz..dragged until too late in the end also never go..nvm..
argh..next week going to be so so tiring..help..just realised guitar two days a week and for thursday its like 5 to 7..ahh..*faints* and after failing and subpassing the subjects for mid years have to go for remedials..waaahh..sad life..
on a happy note..on thursday..bought ice cream..some yoghurt thingy then can mix 3 stuff into it..so me and anna shared and chose like honeydew,kiwi and peach..haha..weird combi..and we were like discussing whether it will turn out to be a shitty colour..in the end it was almost a shitty colour..almost..but it was VERY NICE..haha..all those who didnt manage to try the ice cream too bad lah..but then they say after that they got diarrhoea..-_-..i didnt..lol..think must be cause of severe constipation or something..
haha..and then today talked lotsa of random crap stuff..a bit erm..PG..lol..oh ya sth funny happened..we went chinese rice stall to buy food..then the steam egg finish already..and theres another type..fried egg..and funny yanling instead of saying chao dan to the auntie said zha dan..which sounded super amusing la..haha..burst out laughing..

life revolves around food.bubble tea.homework.being blur and lost.falling aslp in class.friends.and you ;)

2006-07-10T19:34:00.000+08:00

ahhh..i dunno how to do EOM..
haiz..stressed..
yest watched world cup and like slept for 1 hour only =?
today went to school half dead..
anyway..haha..soccer is quite fun to watch la..although when it drags too long can get a bit boring..but still glad that im sort of influenced to watch a bit..
and france vs italy!!! was supporting italy at first cause played some fifa penalty shootout game with yq and we sort of played against each other..i chose france he chose italy..and haha..was supposed to be on a winning streak but then later he won the penalty shootout thing..so sort of predicted italy will win..ya..and in the end they really won in penalty..haha..

sounds confusing..nvm..

anyway..the game was super amusing la..got people throw ball then the ball drop..then zidane(find him quite charismatic) some french player just knocked his head onto some italy's player's(whose face quite qian bian)chest or tummy..dunno..haha..

dunno what to say le..bleah..random..

2006-07-07T18:04:00.000+08:00

i'll be there for you
these five words i swear to you
when you breathe i want to be the air for you
i'll be there for you
i'd live and i'd die for you
steal the sun from the sky for you
words cant say what love can do
i'll be there for you

-a lot like love-
bon jovi-i'll be there for you

watched a lot like love in the library during free periods..haha..okay show lah..a bit long winded and mei you zhong dian and its like a movie quite long ago,but still quite nice..very amusing..lol..
got back my test papers for bio chem and maths..so far its like S,S,U..haha..nice grades huh..one more paper haven get back..econs..but most prob its a U too..haha..

had the experience of eating fried mars bars today..quite nice..although its like super super fattening(haha..anna!fatter than u le) took height and weight today..think i grew 0.5 cm taller and weight almost the same la...although i dunno the effects of the mars bar..lol..

i want to go shopping!!! but i cant..have to save money for something..tsk..=p

haiz..i need suggestions..

okay..random..

a moment to remember

2006-07-01T20:17:00.000+08:00

watched a moment to remember on youtube erm yest..nice show!!! its about a carpenter(chul soo)who became an architect in the end and some girl called su jin who's from a rich family..then they fell in love and got married..later the girl had alzheimer's disease and all the crying and sobbing starts..the girl forgot the guy at one point and only remembered her ex lover..some guy called young min who was supposed to leave with her at the train station last time but he didnt show up..yep..then she called chul soo by her ex lover's name..and he was like heartbroken..then while he was at work she suddenly remembers what happened and felt very guilty about forgetting him and she wrote a letter and left..saying that she wont forget him and that he is the only person she loves..yep..and the guy went to look for her..dunno what happened in the end..think the person didnt upload finish -_-

erm..nvm..its just a really nice movie =) and son ye jin is pretty..ya..

hmmm..today went with yam to pasir ris park to cycle..and yam taught me how to cycle..yay!!!have such a great sense of achievement..starting was a bit wobbly..then very unstable..but after some coaching..steady liao..whoo...=) then went to eat new york pizza..erm..a bit the spicy..ate halfway then buay tahan liao..haha..and later took many detours before reaching home..yep..=)

i love yam-my!
and csecyqfabregas
haha..

end of exams :)

2006-06-30T01:08:00.000+08:00

yay..end of mid years..june holidays was..not good..spent most of it mugging away..and worse still got insomnia for dunno what reason..then tried to study to make myself fall aslp but didnt really work..so it was like studying almost 24 hrs..haizz..but anyway..its in the past shall not talk bout it..but during that one mth there were good memories too..yep..anyway..exams were horrible too..the ending of each exam with the die liao im going to fail feeling..

okayy..went to sch this morning for some chem stuff..actually supposed to have holiday till like next tues..haha..and after that went to tm wif yanling, zhiyi, anna, yunqi and huimin..on the way there got asked a few awkward questions..feel guai guai de..haha..anyway went there ate long john's and talked random stuff...and took neoprints!!!yay..one of the things that make me happy..other than bubble tea..haha..then yanling had to leave halfway casue of odac stuff and we went to buy tickets for movie..and i actually agreed to watch silent hill.. nvr ever watched like any horror movie in a cinema ever ever before..

went in the show started le..and before that anna was like telling the others dun seat next to me..haha..tao yan..okay lah..know i make a lot of sound effects..in the end sat next to zhiyi and huimin..shutted my eyes for most of the show..and the images were freaking gross lah..eeewww..and zhiyi cried two times cause it was really scary..and i cried at one part because it was very sad..lol..and after the show they said i scared them more than the show cause i will suddenly jerk then i sorta of screamed two times lah..mini scream only lol..haha..and that part wasn't even scary..okay..so not suited for horror movies..nvr ever going to watch again(to anna: nono..nt gng to watch boo..haha..) but the movie got plot and storyline and everything..although a bit confusing but quite interesting lahh..but but still its gross..bleah..

went home wif zhiyi after that..bought bubble tea..yay.. =)

having random mood swings
crying a lot
emptiness
whats wrong=(

2006-06-08T23:13:00.000+08:00

rah rah
5 things to be happy about:
1.my sis bf fixed my guitar
2.ive got a new phone
3.i cooked dinner today
4.he came over for dinner today
5.i finished half of my chem hwk

5 things to be unhappy about:
1.so broke
2.1/2 of chem left to go
3.haven started on mid year mugging
4.so lost
5.my cooking skills

oh ya..i made a decent looking pizza yest
my proudest achievement for the past few days..
using roti potato skin,some cowherd's cheese and picnic ham and mushrooms!!!
quite nice..wahaha..
okok..randomness..

mid years gng to be so screwed up..bleah..

randomness

2006-06-03T21:43:00.000+08:00

randomness

today went to compass pt kopitiam to eat..saw a cute little caucasian boy..so cute!!!!he was like ordering drinks then the auntie said boy not enough still got 10 cents more..
then he gave like a small pout or sth..then hurried back to get back his 10 cents
and he took the huge tray back by himself..wanted to help him..lol..
and then saw his father..chinese then his mother caucasian..
eurasian kids are just so cute..ahhhh..

shalalala

2006-06-02T23:56:00.000+08:00

okay today woke up early to go school and complete my GP assignment
realised the school library quite a nice place to study..
went for maths tutorial later..couldnt really find the strength to laugh despite my maths tut teacher mr neo whos a super cute guy who keeps entertaining us..
ended up later half nodding off and yawning with the mouth opened so big that it cldnt help catch his attention and he said a remark about a hsefly flying in or sth..not sure..haiz..UNGLAM..

after that went for lunch at tm with zhiyi,huimin,jasper and anna..we went long john's and before we ordered our food saw a lot of people outside i forgot what stall
then being the kepos we are..went over to look..

guess what

tadah! we saw xu zhen rong,with junyang, sugi blah(dunno how to spell),yuyang(hee saya =p),adriano,koh bee kwee(not sure how to spell),and zhiyang..yepyep..and because of my phone having a lousy zoom function..this is the clearest i can go..

after that while eating dropped my fork on the floor..haiz..unglamness

anyway went to chem tutorial later..seemed like forever..with wcc blabbering on and on and on..haiz..anw wun get to hear his voice once sch reopens..changing teacher soon..shld have treasured the time with him just now..or maybe not..haha..

anyway just for fun..

nice scenery i saw at punggol while out pah toh-ing

and the reservoir i pass by every morning when taking bus..nice huh..

plus plus the photo i took with anna last time at shaw plaza..the lighting was a bit red..looks like we went to a red light district..lol..anyway i look dumb in the pic..nvm..

thats all

2006-06-01T12:37:00.000+08:00

haha..yest went out with yanling and anna after school..first ever time we three go out though we knew each other for like almost 3 mths le..anyway went tm to jalan jalan a bit..bought my pencil box..then ate ji pa(chicken cutlet) mine got plum flavour =) and its nice..wahaha..yep..then later went to buy chocolate ice kachang..first time heard of it..its like condensed milk i think and dunno what plus milo powder..something like milo blended??anyway..the ice kachang auntie almost make me puke blood..i say chocolate ice kachang..then she was like orh ice kachang?banana split?two ice kachangs??..i almost fainted there..then everytime turn back yanling and anna will be like laughing and poor me stand there so blurred..haizz..anyway..the auntie in the end gave me the wrong one..but lucky some guy behind the queue says he wants so nvr mind lor..yep..and whilst i was msging..anna and yanling ate a lot a lot of the icekachang..see..these type of sisters..haiz..haha..kidding..anyway..ya..they kept laughing also..even i eat jelly they also laugh..dun understand..really..haha..then later went with them to century square take neoprints..erm..cant really post them up cause no scanner..came up with all the weird weird poses..and one of the pictures show the super unglam me..which i shall not elaborate further..haha..ya..then went home ard 7 plus??

and this morning wokw up suepr early..to go for temasek seminar thing..anddd yest i woke up ard this time also cause stupid me saw the date wrongly..nvm..and the self intro part was a disaster..i reached there like one of the latest..and they were already holding some discussion..so i kept quiet lah..and realised that later they were having self intro..and one of the questions was like what wld you do if u were the pm..i was like huh?? and then thought for very very long..and the teacher suddenly asked me to say..and i was like stun dio..and crapped about the censorship of television programmes..actually wanted to say something bout the movies also..okay..the worse part..after i said all the dunno what thing bout the pm..she asked kay..whats the one thing we shld remember bout you..and i was like errr...errr...(like rmb then rmb lah..dun rmb then nvm lo)..and i said something seriously dumb..i said i had a ponytail..and my friend beside me was like prompting dimples lah..in the end i said i had a freaking ponytail..like wow..interesting..and the teacher was like ohh..ponytail..whats to remember bout your ponytail..and i said erm its very layered..like duhhh..can see right..waahhhh....throw face..*faints*
hmmm...anyway the best part about the seminar was that i had a free big breakfast set lunch with hashbrown and ice milo =)cool right..haha...nvm..kk..a bit zi high-ing..

lessons till 5.05..-_-

LALALALALALA

2006-05-31T08:41:00.000+08:00

monday!

had GP exam..realised that there wasn't any break during the transition period from compo to compre..kk..shall learn how to cope with my hungry stomach..anyway..think both also cannot make it..so nvm..

after that went hall to listen to vice principal talk bout H3 stuff..which is quite impossible..so didnt really pay much attention..then my class went for learning journey!!

took a long train ride to dhoby ghaut..and ate MOS burger for the second time in the week..and the same burger summore..lol..and later walked to fort canning park on a freaking hot weather..haha..dunno who suggested it one lor..haiz..=p but it was quite fun?though it was like super tiring and sweaty..played tug of war with some heavy gate with yanling anna and pierre..lol..two people push at one side of the gate..nvm..haha..hmmm..went to the christian cemetery there..the first one ever in singapore..dates back to 18th century or 19th century..dunno..and the youngest there was like a baby 7 days old...quite sad..

after that walked to shaw plaza(izzit?)to watch Xmen 3..quite fun to watch with like the whole cohort of Jc 1..its like a lot of animated sounds whenever the screen shows sth exciting..haha..then on the way there..our class started the whole gor gor jie jie thing..then ask the gor gor and jie jies for treats..lol =) anyway the show was quite nice lah..watched part 2 of the show..so kinda of able to understand more..cried a lot when the professor died..nvm..haha..quote anna from her blog..dont sit with juli in a movie..for some reason i shan't say..haha..ANNAAA..how can treat me liddat!!!..haha..okay lah..i was a bit overemotional and a bit noisy..=p

after that some things happened and i was left moody until the afternoon the next day..but its over le..happy now =)

ps..my stupid bro keep hitting me on the arm with some wire thing while singing the stupid song one banana two bannas three bananas four..cause he wants to use the comp..erm ya..and i was like so freaking irritated..nvm..love your brothers..i shall love him..although really felt like punching him..blahhh..

rah rah

2006-05-27T18:48:00.000+08:00

okay..last week of school before the hols..
went to watch the finals for soccer match..so fun!!

jalan besar stadium

haha..me and classmates went to search for a supermarket in the super ulufied place and bought like so much stuff..like go there picnic liddat..lol..then when soccer match start mj was leading 2-1 then later in the last ten minutes vj got three goals..haizz..but nvm..still think mj soccer team rawks.. :)

oh ya..and i retook napfa..on like monday..and i passed sbj!!!haha..and i didnt even know i passed lah..until my friends say i got pass the marking..yay !!! but then after that retook the other items...very disappointed..cause shuttle run dunno why timing so much worse than the first time..and muscle at the stomach aching a lot..doing sit up that time one can kill me liao..so in the end i failed sit ups and shuttle run..argh..dun care lah..go for f&c lor..haizzz..

then mjc guitar night on friday..went out to watch da vinci code before that..didnt quite understand the movie at first..anyway didnt really feel like going for mjc guitar night but really glad i did..got to know a few funky people..did ushering at the back door..supposed to have blazers then will look more professional but got pre u seminar..haizzz..but quite a lot of people came late then enter from back door and its like get a chance to see a lot of people in casual clothes..some also wear like long sleeved shirts..super formal..yep..after that took grp photo..and someone pulled my rubber bandoff..so the grp photo got some with me looking super random tying back my hair..and trying to half squat half stand..aiya..basically i looked ugly..yar..;)and thanks to my classmates who bought tickets and came to watch..nxt yr i playing must come and support!!!!haha =p

lalalalalalalala

2006-05-20T17:55:00.000+08:00

whew..weekends..
time to slack a bit..
anw many many things happened in sch

THURSDAY
first time i did my SPA practical..at least i got the correct answer..i think..
but the whole practical i was like freaking out..
and the examiner keep staring at me..then not really sure use what method to do what..
usually will just anyhow do..but this time have to act pro a bit..
then do all the correct techniques when usually just heck care..lol..stress..

FRIDAY
my napfa..
waah..i wanna cry..
okay i know my fitness is like lousy and everytime napfa try to scrape through only
but this time all A's and C's then my standing broad jump
freaking standing broad jump got E
and its like the last station....wahhhh..
keep jumping and jumping until my upper thigh muscle so suan..
then passing line is 160
got one jump pass 160 by a lot and i slipped and landed on my butt..
bleahhhhhh
now i have to retake 5 items next week..
=(

anyway went mjc band concert at victoria concert hall wif anna,sebas and yuyang..starting was a bit bored cause not really the type to appreciate music..but later heard a few familiar tunes..like Jericho and selections from the Phantom of Opera..VERY VERY NICE..its those type of music that when u listen u feel like crying cause it sounds super nice..yep.. :) and everyone was like dressed up so nicely..esp the J2s..its like woahh..fashion parade..after that went for supper with them..ate the most disgusting ba chor mee i've ver eaten at lau pa sat..and i had the impression that lau pa sat's food was all nice..bleahhh..

ok..back to homework..

2006-05-11T23:52:00.000+08:00

hmm..have been really stressed these few days..looking at the piles and piles of homework and today was like horrible..10 hours of studying..from 7.30 to 5.30..and during the breaks complete my homework..=0 but at least went out with him today..brightened up my day..

okay..anw schoolwork..bio practical..we tortured tadpoles..haiz..hafta put them in cold and hot water..slowly adjust the temp..then measure the respiration rate..k..at first i totally freaked out..cause there were two tadpoles in the beaker..and one of them was so so fat..and it jumped when i tried to catch it..and some water splash out..blah..ya..and i freaked out..then dun dare to fish the tadpole out..and my bio teacher went to my rescue after seeing my helpless face..lol..but later got used to the tadpoles already..or rather the tadpoles got used to me..was vry guai when i tried to fish it out..=) but then whilst doing the experiment vry xin suan..

aha..my first bio prac with live samples..tadpoles quite okay lah..if got others then most prob will just freak out again..=?

hmmm..should start growing up le..be more responsible..

2006-05-05T21:05:00.000+08:00

met my pri 3 classmate in mjc today..was a bit shocked..didnt manage to recognize her..lol..only recognized her voice..haha..but became a bit high after that..while recovering from the shock lol..
and whoo hoo..handed in my PI today..although not really of super good standard,but at least dun have to worry about it anymore..
plus today ran 2.4km trial..managed to survive it..so wow lah..my stamina is not really very good..

anyway..today went Asian Civilisation Museum for Gp field trip..although the lecture part was quite boring..had a lot of fun taking photos..and got lost with a classmate at first during the guided tour..haha..but managed to find our way in the end..

PICTURES!

hah..i love this one..
[NO WAY OUT]

dottz..spastic face..

hugging a pillar..lol..

some artefacts there

and some erm..thing that can use bamboo pen dip in water and write stuff..
before

and..after..

had a fun time there..after that went marina square with classmates to eat dinner..hmmm..considered my first time out with CG bah..

~places filled with memories

feeling so lost now...

2006-05-05T00:08:00.000+08:00

stressed..
these few days dun really have the energy to do anything..
anyway..my PI teacher called me a silly ikebana girl and ben dan..long story..and he translated it into english and said silly egg..hah..think its meant to be funny and for me to say sth back to him..but was kinda of stoning at that time..

today was another long long day..
and many more long long days to go..
1 mth and 2 weeks till mid years..
jiayou bah..

rahrah

2006-05-03T19:08:00.000+08:00

feeling a bit moody now..a bit stressed up..
too many things left undone..
anyway..things always manage to work out..so see first bah..

yep..but still a happy kid cuz
-had breakfast with yq today and thank God we weren't late..cuz late quite a lot of times le..=p
-my PI got accepted..and it was like so coincidental that i went to the library while waiting for him and then saw some book about ikebana and tadah! my PI..lol..
-my bio test i actually passed..and i thought i flunked all the tests..so one out of like 4 tests i took passed..quite okay lah..=)

ya..though facing quite a big problem in guitar ensemble..dunno anyone there..and im supposed to sell some mjc guitar night tickets with somebody i dunno(not playing for the guitar night)..and suay suay im the one in charge of the tickets..so people if youa re interested in mjc guitar night tics..here are the details

26th may
venue:mjc LT 4
time: 7.30-9pm
tics priced at $4
erm..songs played include memory..u know the song ye liyi keeps singing over and over again in the advertisements of her concerts sth like (memories blah blah blah in the moonlight..i can..blah blah..i was beautiful then?)haha..dun rly know the lyrics but sth liddat lah)yep..and collin raye's love me,more than words etc..heard the preview of memory..not bad..so do come and support!!!yay! :)

hmm..the tic for the show..nice design huh..

[u are the spark in my life]

2006-05-01T21:06:00.000+08:00

happy labour day..lol..
yest went with my mum to some worker's party rally in hougang..there was a huge turnout..like all the surrounding carparks were filled..then later went hougang mall macs and some PAP people came in to shake hands..lol..then everyday some truck will go around saying what qin zhi chi wo stuff..

anyway..today went to watch 'take the lead' with yq..hmm..nice show!!! partly because the dancing all quite cool..its about some ballroom dance teacher volunteering to teach some kids in the detention class then in the end they fell in love with dancing and entered some competition..yep..

hmm..been slacking too much for the past few days..everyday eat and sleep..hafta start studying le..haiz..

2006-04-30T04:00:00.000+08:00

hah..blogging at 4am in the morning lol..dun really have the mood to go to sleep but at least finished my PI..so im a happy girl now..haha..
today's events..
went for breakfast in the morning with erm him :)
then after that went church's congre meeting..
before that was a bit lost on the way to the meeting..walked until leg pain..
but in the end managed to find the place..yeah=)
orh..then stupid me wore heels which wasn't even vry high..and heel got stuck in the drain twice..nvr mind..super paiseh..
then on the way home..bus stopped at the interchange..it was raining..so wanted to take another bus to a nearer stop near my hse..took 107 cause it came the fastest..was like 99.9% sure that the bus went tot hat stop until it turned the other way..oh ya! before i board the bus..heard coin drop..picked up...thought it was the uncle in front of me who dropped it cause confirm not i drop..and i went to ask the uncle politely whether he dropped a $1 coin and he gave me that weird expression..what..$1 also money mah..-_-..in the end alighted at a further stop..and walked back to the interchange in the rain feeling very stupid a bit gao zi bi then some auntie behind me asked whether i wanted to share her umbrella..

so so nice

haiz..sometimes i stand at the traffic light in huge pouring rain and nobody offer umbrella..quite sad..

anyway..ya..thats all lah..

blah blah

2006-04-28T19:45:00.000+08:00

last day of the week..finally..i love fridays..school ends super early and there's pe..used to hate pe but now kinda of used to it..yar..just as long as i survive the running part..
anyway..today played basketball for pe..as usual at a loss..but bball really fun!!!!but cant really play it very often..yep..and the maths test today..didnt really study much for it..so think this is going to be the third test that im flunking..not counting the practicals i did which are in a mess..lol..did stupid things like titrating without refilling the burette..and knocking my hand against the weighing balance and the xin xin ku ku weight hao de salt spilt out..

ohh..and my friday slacking afternoon was taken up by mjc sports day or colosseum..hmm..shld have taken some photos..nvr mind..=p anyway..watched halfway then a bit sian..and something happened that made my blood boil for a few seconds..cause up in the gallery if stand then the behind people cant see anything..so heres the story..anna and i standing in front..then some irritating guys were behind us..think something made me classify them as irritating..hmm..the main point was that i had a bad impression of them already..and they moved the benches to one step..so they could like stand on the bench to see..yar.and then someone running then me and my friend want to watch and we couldn't see properly if we werent standing so we stood up..and the guys behind were making a lot of noises..and finally their waving caught my eye..and they said something like can me and my friend sit down..actually it was a harmless remark but think i pms or something..just felt super irritated and mumbled in a very fu yan voice..cannot see..and a bit stubborn refuse to seat..then my friend was like suan le..sit lah..then i relented..but was still extremely pissed off..and after we sitted and got such a poor view..they moved like a few steps to the left to watch so it didnt matter whether we stood or seated..lol..UGH..okok..im stubborn..but they are irritating..nvr mind..

HAPPY 2ND MTH ANNIVERSARY..THOUGH SPENT IT ON MJC SPORTS DAY..LOL..

boo!

2006-04-27T22:17:00.000+08:00

boo!!!
haha..typical anwer to this will be like( wow im scared)..haha
did this to sebas today and thats what he said..lol..=p
anyway..whoo..im blogging more often now cuz kinda of like my new blogskin..haha..
plus my new craze of pictures..
okay..start off..my mum's birthday which was like last sunday..

went for steamboat..whole family went out together which is like SO RARE CAN cause my parents dun really talk to each other..ya..and the steamboat was really really nice..its some famous place at beach road..blah..

and this is the wonderful cake we bought for our mum..its some chocolate cake..okay it doesnt look vry appetizing..because of the amt of blackness and my mum kinda discovered it in the fridge and while taking it out..kinda of toppled it over..lol..but at least it still has the shape of a cake..so quite okay..

after that went merlion park..nice place..the scenery is like so so nice lah..then there was some artist drawing there and some guy went over and asked his friend to take a picture of him looking interested in the drawing..which was quite erm dottz..the artist just went on drawing ignoring him but the whole scene was quite comical..imagine if the artist got frustrated or sth..lol..
oh okay this is a picture i took at wisma atria..haha..was very amazed at the aquarium...and i thought the mini sharks in it were fake..lol..

and another picture!

AMAZED at the mini sharks..okay..a bit suaku..nvr mind..

anyway..cut my hair recently..now i look a bit sha sha..as in a bit silly..lol..(like a fool)..haha..some slang i learnt..ya..hopefully it grows back pretty soon

2006-04-23T09:01:00.000+08:00

have a sudden craze for uploading pics on my blog..so ya..

went for flag day on 15th april with yanling..one of our classmates pangseh-ed..so left both of us..anyway its for some scholarship for students..and cause both of us were like tired after some time..did all sorts of things to motivate ourselves like see who can ask 10 people faster..blah..then one auntie came she donated and ask what izzit for..and i was like orh..for xue sheng(student)..and she gave that weird looking face and say xue sheng xu yao zhe me duo qian gan ma?(student need so much money for what)and i was like erm erm du shu hen gui(study expensive)..haha..then she ask zheng fu zhi dao ma?(govt know anot)..and i was like zhi dao zhi dao..dottz..anyway..i realised kids are more innocent and nice..they see sticker then they come and donate..so cute lah..then some still say xie xie jie jie..aww...so cute lah..yep..

fri went for meridian tuition outreach talk..erm..spent the time doodling with anna instead..haha..

oh ya..the toys in the mamee cracker..hah..deprived childhood..

i finally went to buy my school bag yesterday with my sis..the bus was quite empty and we spent the time zi-pai-ing..aha..so fun..

then went to buy my mum's birthday present..and birthday cake..after that a bit broke..but never mind..the wallet is oh-so nice..

have a sudden urge to change my wallet too..

2006-04-21T16:25:00.000+08:00

hmm..my blog has been kinda of dead for dunno how long..this week was kinda of depressing cause some things happened but it worked out in the end..yeah =) and my preliminary idea got rejected again..sad..but it wasn't really a good idea in the first place..dottz..running out of ideas le..but my PI teacher is one weird guy..weird and a bit pervertic..nvm..hmmm..then yest went to watch soccer match between mjc and tjc..whoo hoo..so exciting..cheered until keep zao-xiaing..haha..oh ya! i saw my long lost og mate during the match..haven seen her for quite some time after she went tjc..aha..so happy!!!miss her a lot a lot..yup..:) and saya came back also!!! then the grp of us went pasir ris macs to eat..hmm..a bit tired so didnt talk much..but as usual talk about the latest gossip blah blah..haha..

xin niang shi ba shui!!!! haha..spastic show..but super cute and super nice!!!

2006-04-09T22:41:00.001+08:00

hmmm..its been like super long since i last updated..been rather busy with homework piling up..and a lot of stuff..yep..but still quite slacky..oops..
anw..today got forced by parents to go sao mu..cuz its qing ming jie and everything..hmmm..hafta go out of filial piety bah..but seriously regret going cause it was quite a bad experience..crowds and crowds of people..sweaty and sticky but at least my family got to eat together today..which doesn't happen very often..ya..=)

my plant grew chilli..so amazing..haha..

someone gave me a piglet.. SO CUTE!!!=p

2006-03-11T02:14:00.000+08:00

saw this in sarah's blog..went to try it out..

Your view on yourself:You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
Your views on educationYou may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.
The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

2006-03-07T19:00:00.000+08:00

hah..blogged =)
anyway..went back to mj for 2nd orientation..
okay..the first day was super boring..
but later went out with mj buddies to watch Big mamma's hse..before that went to toys r us to play..haha..and the person in charge there was like quite bu shuang with us??haha..donnoe lah..nvr mind =panw..the show was funny..some scenes were like totally shocking..haha..after that went bowling..first two throws were like long kang and i was so depressed lah..then later i got a spare and a strike..A STRIKE LEHH.haha..dio shock lah..so happy after that..started to anyhow bowl and a few more went into longkang but nvr mind..still happy..wahaha..
oh ya...very sad.. half of my right eye became red..its like SO WEIRD can..half of it leh..going blind soon..sobs..okok..drama..but its like red until today haven okay..sad..VERY SAD..then became pmsy today..wanted to pon school because of my eye problem but still went ahead..bad decision..was super pmsy..okok..shall not talk bout it..anyway..i bought my mj uniform!!!!!and i look fat in it..haha..donnoe why also..maybe because of the material??nvr mind..
anyway..haven been split into orientation grps yet..hopefully the og im in will have the same people i had for first three mths bah..hopefully..cross fingers..

yeah..thats all..=)